Wednesday, 30 December 2009
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cause we don't know where we're going [HUGE post]
i dont know about xanga anymore. its not helping me. i think ive probably gained more since ive been on here than before. i dont know. i may be back.
who knows. but i wish all of you the best, and i hope you all reach your goals.
oh and i may have posted some of these before, sorry.
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Wednesday, 16 December 2009
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so baby what have i got to lose
so yesterday, i'd posted this kickass thinspo. but of course my computer froze on me. so here i go. attempt at kickass thinspo numbah twoo.
btw, ive been pondering either getting a gym membership or a treadmill? does anyone know where to get a good but not too expensive membership? im thinkin of asking for it as a christmas gift.
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Saturday, 12 December 2009
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what do i do
i havent been on here in a while, and im sorry. ive just been having a really hard time.
just so you know, this is a bit of a rant, so if you dont want to read it, just leave now.
I give and expect nothing in return.
and i really wish more people were like that.
if youre cold, i will gladly give you the
coat off my back. if you need money. i will
GIVE YOU it. i dont expect payback. its a gift.
whatever i have, i will give to you.
but i feel like people take advantage of me
because of this. i give people rides home.
or i go out to lunch with them. but i feel like
these people always ask for more.i mean granted, im a nice kid, but don't shit
on me.CAUSE GOD, everyone does this. my friends, my parents.
they see that i give my all to everyone
because i genuinly love them.
people tell me im naive. but i just like
to see the good in people. i really do.
but nobody gets that. nobody gets me.its like fuck. im sorry im not a bitter old
hag like you. im sorry i like to see the good
in everyone including you. but you know what.
fuck that. im not going to apologize for being
myself. i like myself. but lately ive been trying
to please every one, but i
JUST CANT. ok?!
i just want to be myself. i just want to be
one of those people who is unapologetic. who just
gives a big fuck you to all those who
dont like them. i try to be a nice kid,
but everyone just makes me feel like the biggest
pushover.everyone i love shits all over me.
i know that if people don't like me, i should
just get over them. i should stop trying to
be someone else for others. but what the
fuck am i supposed to do when these people
are not only my friends, but my own family.
my guardians. they have control over me, and
i don't know what to do.i know this sounds absolutely pathetic, but
i cannot remember the last time that i didnt
cry myself to sleep.k im done. just a tiny post this time. srry girls.
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btw. i miss summer. im so done with the cold. :((
Tuesday, 01 December 2009
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laguna beach reruns and thinspo
talan is one smooth talker. but he is just the cutest little thing ever. Who cares about homework. I'd much rather watch laguna reruns online. :)
Its Laguna Beach quotes and some thinspo. and then some icons...just because.
Happy birthday ... and i love you.
We get ourselves in too much trouble. I know.
Stay happy...thats why you came down here.
i would marry taylor.
i don't have a girlfriend because every girl i ever try to date, i compare to you wow...its like a line from a movie or something. every girl i try to date i compare to you, but there's no comparison. because theres no girl like you that ive met thus far in my life....it was really hard for me to say that.
I don't want to look for someone, I want someone to find me.
You just hope that you're worth changin’ for.
I'm trying to make you smile. You are making me smile
That was the cutest thing I've seen in my entire life. What? You.
I bet you anything you don’t know what I wished for.I guarantee you I know what you wished for...What’d I wish for?I know what you wished for...Tell me...look at me You want me to say it out loud Yeah say it out loud...what’d i wish for I think you wished for that motherfucker that just left Stephen?....I am so fucking right.
Lo it's not a fashion show...
Every day's a fashion show mom.
I think it's more like purses actually. You're always gonna have that one boy that your always comfortable with and you always kinda like, right? Thats your purse that you wear everywhere, right? Then you have a gorgeous bag that you want everyone to see you with.
Hold it. Just hold it.
flowers mean im sorry, chocolate means i love you.
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you
love is not a maybe thing, you know when you love someone.
I’m totally kidding myself. because all im doing is im caring about some girl that im never gonna be with,im never gonna have any intimate relationship with ever.
thats cause you hook up with girls like...
listen to me just listen to me...what i have to say...
thats cause you want girls that are not like me
taylor you know ive done everything that i could do in my power and its retarded...
look, i know that....
listen! what do you want me to do? ive tried 5 numerous times ive told you how i feel. all the way to the point where its like sad and im like crying myself, and what happens? nothing. nothings ever gonna happen after that. so why am i gonna do it again. why am i...
because...
i dont want to crash and burn taylor...
look, you know that i care. you honestly know that i care. even if i said that
i didnt care a million times over, you know i care.
i hate you, so much.
why? i love you. i dont hate you. i dont love you. but...i L-U-V you.
Saturday, 28 November 2009
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one less lonely girl...
i'm getting back on track.
i just need to remind myself... i dont need food. i dont need food. i dont need food.
artichokes heart. i liked it. a good thinspo read. in my opinion.
THINSPO TIMEE!
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i will be skinny by college next year so i can JOIN A SORORITY!!
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chanel 2.55 is so adorable. the pink is just awwws.
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prob. the hugest camera ive ever seen^^^
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no offense or nothing to nicole, but i loved hil and joel.
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